Scaring a lot

Abhaya and the Steam Injuns during the filming of their official music video for the OST of film Uma, and the cover of album Trisoul which contains the theme song of the film.

When I was in primary level I used to sing and dance. In every competition and parent's day I used to be participated. But I have such a bad memory that mine parents never came on such program. Day by day the singing and dancing interest had been gone away. And now I cannot able to sing a song and dance. I feel shy.

When I was kid I do not used to watch cartoons. When I was young I never complete any serial. I never went hall more than two times.I never watched movie a lot. When I was going to college, my friends were always talked about serial. Everyday they talk about the TV show. Even one of boy friend(kta sathi) used to talk this and that about the serial and other TV show. At that time I feel lonely because I was not engaged with all those stuff. I just stayed quietly. There is some reasons why I was not familiar with all those stuff even in mine this age also I do not complete any serial. I rarely watched TV.

I loved music video. I got a chance to work on it also. When I was 20 years old I edited the music video of Late Gopal Yonjan's ballet song Danphe Chari. It was premiered at IFA film festival. But mine first edited and directed music video is Nepal Aama sing by Sworup raj Acaray and....................... After that I have edited more than a half dozen music video which get numbers of viewer in you tube.

Now, I have edited the music video of Abhaya and The Steam Injuns music video for OST of film UMA directed by Tsering Rhitra Sherpa. This OST of film is coming soon in Nepali media channels and you tube, vimeo, Google + , facebook. I am scaring a lot. What will happened? I wish result comes good. Many times I experienced that because of me things get worst. Recently, one of documentary had been rejected from KIMFF film festival because of  mine name as an editor who is so young and unknown name for them that's why they rejected. I got this sorts of experienced many times. Where ever I go and whatever I do because of me the things gets affected which I experienced a lot .

Abhaya and the Steam Injuns during the filming of their official music video for the OST of film Uma, and the cover of album Trisoul which contains the theme song of the film.

Caller tunes code of song Siri Ma Siri OST of film UMA 

I am scaring and stressing a lot. Each and every sec I feel hard to breath.